what dont you get? does the status of “In a Relationship” mean jack shit to you? you’re in one too, and you dont see me getting all ridiculously crazy with you over dumb shit. you are being illogical, and blowing things out of proportion. texting me at 3 in the morning and stuff. deleting me, friend requesting me, cancelling your friend request, blocking me, unblocking me. really? what are we in high school again? and you text me telling me you seen statuses on my page, wtf? my page is private….sooooo your obviously going through extreme means to see whats up with my life. YOU deleted ME….not the other way around. you’re always making these accusations of me that are completely untrue and far from the truth…”you hate me” i hate you? those words never came out of my mouth. they came out of yours before, i remember because its the truth. its not always about you, and a great friend of mine really brought it out in a way i didnt see before, but your arguing that we’re not friends? i consider us friends. i honestly do. sure we dont talk, we argue/fight whatever you want to call it. but if you need help yeah ill help you. but we are just friends. i dont know where you get this notion that i have to treat you like i did when we were together….that doesnt fly with me….that jus doesnt make sense…yeah ill respect you, be a friend, but i cant and wont be exactly how we were when we were in a relationship. friends dont bring other friends down, they dont make it all about them, they let their friends live their lives, not constantly trying to be their center of attention. you are trying to suffocate me.
and then you try and take the credit by saying you suggested me and my girlfriend get together? no…just no….how that started was not your influence at all. none. zip. zilch. it was actually her who started it, and i give her all the credit she deserves. i am grateful that she took the initiative, im happy she did, and shes happy she did too. none of this was of your suggestion. my family, they fuckin love her. lol thats the funny thing. they invited her to multiple family outings already. and her family? lets just say her little brother and sister dog pile on top of me on the couch and attack me with toys, try and push me into the pool, her mom texts me…hahahaha can you beleive that? her dad, well hes not a talkative guy but we talk when its just us hanging out in the living room. the rest of her family? we all crack jokes on each other, i go for beer runs, her nino likes the fact that i know how to cook and gave him quite a few suggestions.
im happy. thats all that matters. you are not a priority. i do not need to stress about you. you are in a relationship. YOU should worry about that more than worrying about having me in your life. you’ll thank me, your relationship will be so much better without having to stress about things.
you said im so easily ready to drop a friendship for a girl. i think you are completely wrong. i clearly told you we were friends…i dont see why this is such an issue for you. i didnt drop shit. and i stopped communication because i actually seen me and her going somewhere. and it has. shes not just a girl. she is my girlfriend. and i didnt like one bit that you thought it was stupid that she is bothered by the fact that you text me. like really? a girlfriend…cant be bothered that an ex…is texting her boyfriend? you know how ridiculously stupid THAT sounds? it bothers her because she could be a little jealous, and if shes jealous that means shes doesnt wanna lose you….dont ya think? i do at least. i could be wrong but whatever…
lol im happy. thats all that matters to me. i hope all goes well with you, i really do.